Oh I forgot!

I’m so proud of myself because in my dream I went to an audition!

Okay, yeah, I know, it was a “dream” but hold up because it was an average, common-day type dream and so I was exactly me, acting exactly like how I would act in the real world.

Okay so there was this audition that I guess I’d been looking forward to for some time, but then I was walking past the auditorium or whatever it was, and all the signs said that the auditions were on that same day!

Oh my god I was so upset because you had to 1. sing a song 2. dance a dance 3. act out a monologue and I had not yet even come up with any of those things because I’d thought I still had lots of time!

But I was like, Fuck it I’ve been wanting to do this so I’m doing it! (Which was, omg, so brave of me I can’t even, go dream-Rachel!)

So I went in and there were tons of people — people who were prepared and ready — and I kept wanting to wimp out and just leave, but I kept making myself stay!

I figured I would just pick a song to sing and sing it. Plug my iPod in and freestyle to a song from The Glitch Mob, and wing this monologue that I’ve memorized just for the sake of knowing a monologue — which is a rl thing.

Man I wanted to just leave so bad but I kept making myself stay.

That’s the whole dream, I woke up before the auditions started, but it doesn’t even matter because I was so proud of myself anyway.

I’ve had many a dream before where I’ve suddenly found myself on set, in front of the camera, knowing what I was supposed to do, but being too self-conscious to do it. So go dream-Rachel! 

1. patrick-jane said: you kick ass in all kinds of realities. A+
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